BAC prom 08

Seriously kudos to the organising committee for the well plan prom night!! Well since i am involve with the performance, my frens n i gather at college at bout 2 n left for prince hotel bout 2+ pm. We left in 3 cars with eve as the lead car. I learn a lesson from that journey *never ask eve to lead the way!!!* honestly i wonder y my parents don't allow me to drive, although i admit iam a "lil" bit careless but i am definitely not reckless like eve lol. Jason who drives the other car having difficulty with following eve's car, she keep dissappearing from view, n Rebecca is already secreaming as the petrol is empty n we doesn't seems to reach our destination even 40 mins of journey. finally after an hour we reach prince hotel, though the journey suppose to be only about 15 mins long = =


Reach prince hotel at about 3.15 pm, proceed to the banquet hall, the place is really beautiful * i honestly thought the place will look dull*. We then practise our respective performances, i am freaking nervous then as i still can't do my steps properly n stupid melvin added a really helpful comment " helena u dance like a stick!!!!!" T.T can't u lie and console me a bit? I really tot of dumping yee hann n wen li to dance themselve but i manage to face my cowardness.


Around 5.30pm went to the hotel room n prepare for the prom. The seniors were busy removing the thorns from the roses n the mess they made in the room is really undiscribable * i wonder how the cleaner will react when they saw the room lol* . Since me,yee hann, n wen li r all clueless with make up, we asked eve to make up for us, seriously eve thanks a lot!!


Everyone look so gorgeous in the prom, the guys look really smart n the girls look so beautiful! The performance it good especially those who sings while playing the guitar, if iam not mistaken the song is called zombie. Eve's performances is superb, the magic show is amazing n mr rajan's performance its awesome!!!! mr rajan perform along with ms donna's son who played the guitar n mr rajan's son who played the drum.I was admiring ms donna's son too bad his younger then me *sigh* . After all the performances we dance the night out till 1.30 am, yee hann n i went over to times square n spend a night at my aunt's place.









p/s : only had some of the photos with me will upload more when i receive the rest of the photos.

my blog's update after years of slumber ^^

well juz finish my As examination thus iam having my 1 week break. For those who is wondering how i did for my exam - bad! Keeping my finger cross that i don't need to resit for my paper next year though i know that i have to resit for my acc T.T but i really don't want to resit for LAW!!!! its a great torture taking that law exam :(

Time really flies! without notice i have already been in college for like 11 months! i remember during the first few months of my college life, i used to complain bout it being boring n how much i miss my school n frens but thank god that i made some great friends in college which makes my life in college more bearable n enjoyable :D i remember during the month of august, melvin,eve,christine n me were talking bout how we first met n talk in college. Surprisingly or not, all of them mention that they tot i am a really lanci type of person =_=" they complain that they said "hi" to me but i totally ignore them haha, well i really apologise to any of you if i have ever done that. I never mean to ignore anyone its juz that i tend to spaceout n i am in the comfort of my dreamland thus not knowing wat's going on with my surrounding. Fortunately their perception bout me changed after knowing me haha.

I guess my 1 year experience in BAC isn't so bad after all ^^ econs classes r entertaining with mr Aria there, had a good laugh at the way some of us behaved in college n having good company in class :) hopefully next year will be even better. Hope to create more memories before leaving to other college/uni next year ^^

a beautiful pray

I thank You for my being able to see
and to hear this morning.
I'm blessed because You are
a forgiving God and
an understanding God.

You have done so much for me
and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything
I have done, said or thought
that was not pleasing to you.

I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe
from all Danger and harm.

Help me to start this day
with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day
to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Please broaden my mind
that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper
over things I have no control over.
And give me the best response
when I'm pushed beyond my limits.

I know that when I can't pray,
You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be
a blessing to others.

Keep me strong that I may help the weak...
Keep me uplifted that I may have
words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost
and can't find their way.

I pray for those that are misjudged
and misunderstood.
I pray for those who
don't know You intimately.

But I thank You that I believe
that God changes people and
God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers.
For each and every family member
in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy
in their homes; that they are out of debt
and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this
knows there is no problem, circumstance,
or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.

i seriously hate public transport...

seriously i don't mind if i have to be squash with hundreds of ppl in the train but for the train to be delayed for 2 hours plus is totally unacceptable!!!!!! stupid public transport service...

i completed a post

well i drafted a post bout my dec holidays in jan but i was so lazy to complete it till now so if any of u still intersted in reading it, click on my january post :)

it's juz to sudden...

This morning when i woke up at 8 am i check my phone n saw 2msg one from tracy n the other from lai. I first read the msg from lai "omg helena it is true that tracy's dad pass away? reply me asap" i was too shock n my heart was pounding so hard that i tot it gonna explode any moment, i quickly check the msg from tracy " my dad die la!!" is wat she wrote, looking at the way she wrote it makes it sound like a joke but i know that tracy isn't the type of person to make jokes about this kind of issue... i ran downstairs n immediately call tracy... when she pick u[ the phone i can hear her sobbing... at that time i am really sad n devastated for her... I know her dad for about 10 years. Although he doesn't talk much but i can see that he is a responsible man, he took care of his family well that all of them need not worry bout their financial state... I heard of many good things about him from tracy... I felt really bad as iam unable to do anything for her except for praying for them... i know their life will be tough from now on... i really wan to visit her but she isn't answering her phone n i am scared that i might disturb them if i suddenly visit them at this solem moment... i pray hard that their family will be strong throughout this tough moment. I hope that those of u who read this post will also pray for them...

jpa scholarship

Haiz well its kinda expected that i didn't get it but i guess a lil hope wouldn't hurt rite? I gonna try appealing at least i still got a slim chance of getting it hehe.

helena cheer up jpa scholarship ain't everything!

redang~

well there r lots more pic but really lazy to post all up :P

redang is truly a beautiful place but sad to say that the place is already a lil poluted. I been to redang when i was in form 1 if iam not mistaken, i went there with my elder bro n grandma. That time when we went to redang, we didn't stay in a place as beautiful as this but then the water there is super clear n the corals r so beautiful then. Its really heartbreaking when i went tis time i saw lots of dead corals n during snorkeling there isn't much life corals around... really hope the gov will take some action about it b4 the beautiful corals in redang dies off...

my mr. right?

i was juz reading joshua's blog about the type of woman he likes so i juz tot of blogging about something similar. It might be quite embarassing to some people but in my whole 17+ years of my life i never had a boyfriend.It might seems quite pathetic but somehow i juz couldn't find someone who i could truly like and even harder for the person i am interested in to like me back... What i think i look forward in a guy is:

1. loyal
2. mature
3. caring
4. humble
5. interesting
6. taller?

Well why did i place loyal 1st in the list is quite obvious ~ no one wants their bf/gf 2 timing rite? No matter how good looking or perfect is that guy, if he is not loyal to me wats the point? someday he will juz leave me for another girl...
In my life i somehow meet a lot of immature guys who is somehow not realistic in life... they are not concern about their future n tend to think everything in life is easy as abc! I would prefer someone wh is mature enough to give me advice when i am in doubts not someone who gives me childish opinion...
Caring and humble... its true that most girls will prefer guys who is intelligent,good in sports n etc, however no matter how good it that person are, never look down on others!! i hate snobbish guys who think so highly of themself! correct your damn snobbish attitude is wat i would say!
Last year, one girl from my addmaths tuition class ask me this question " omg helena u so damn freaking tall how u gonna find a bf?" in my mind the first think that come across is this " u b**** wats your prob?!" everyone always say that i need to find a guy who is taller n such but on second thought if i were to judge someone purely on their height wouldn't i end up liking somone b'coz he is tall n not b'coz i truly like him?
So i guess that's basically wat i look forward in a guy hoped that someone who actually fits wat i want will actually came across my life, who knows? maybe i will juz end up being single for the rest of my life ;P

jpa interview

well today's interview were much better than i actually thought! At first i was really worried that the interviewer is scary and the question they ask is gonna be confusing but surprisingly things end up the other way round! the interview we so funny n nice that he actually made the 1 hour interview interesting and enjoyable!! we been laughing thoughout the hour till the ppl outside were wondering y we actually laughed so much! the interviewer actually asked us to choose the question that we wanted and ask us to express our opinion individually. At the end of the interview all of us thank the interviewer and he say that he will difintely give us more than 9/10 from the score~ so kind of him rite? although i know i won't get the scholarship as they are so many ppl who are much better then me in every single way applied for the scholarship i do feel glad that i attended the interview as an experience to me...

the last sunday of march 2008

This morning is my turn to do the reading in church. At first i was really relax as i have done my reading numerous time in the chapel but when i talk to aunt imelda before mass i started to get nervous! She juz freak me out wen she keep remainding me " helena remember to bow at the altar", " helena remember not to do any mistake..." , " make sure u do properly coz father been complaining that the readers n cantors are doing a lot of mistake and he is very angry about it!" damn after hearing all this i started to get soooooooo nervous!!!! When it was my turn to do the reading i was seriously so scared my leg was shivering that i tot my legs will brake down any moment!!! i did a few mistakes during my reading so i feel really bad about it but the main point is i hoped all the ppl in the church understand wat was i saying... I told my mom about me being scared n that i tot i was going to faint and all but she say " ya meh? i tot u look quite confident and brave there..." * ya rite....*


After mass i rush out from church to meet up with eileen near my house as we are suppose to go for anugerah kecemerlangan organise by pas under DUN at bangi. We were already late and to my surprise eileen is not quite sure of the way... after going round n round the place we finally arrive at that place. To our disappointment the place is actually held outdoor!! i was like WTH?? the place is freaking hot! But anyway the main point of me going there is juz for the cash prize so i guess i can withstand it a bit... the useless camera man from ntv7 keep taking picture and video of us mentah-mentah we are the only chinese there among the malays. At the end of everything the host said " at 7 pm tonight at ntv7 there will be news about us " we were like WTF!!!! Then Lim said " allah i should have wear my foundation if i knew we were going to be on tv..." *swt u r a guy my dear u don't need foundation!!! =.=" *

magazine

GUESS WAT? I AM IN THE FRONT COVER FOR A MODELING MAGAZINE WUHUU~~~~














How i wish it was true hahaha! Was juz joking, i was reading my bro's blog and saw this link about fake magazine. So out of curiosity i made one for myself to comfort myself a lil for not being a real model T.T....

Anyway to anyone who wants to have their face onthe front cover of a magazine click on the link below!

Create Fake Magazine Covers with your own picture at MagMyPic.com

Discount Magazine Subscriptions - Save big!

my first time debating~

wuhuu~ today me,tracy n chin initially went to KLIUC juz to watch those debaters debating mana tau me n tracy also end up debating! Seriously we weren't at all mentally prepared as it is my first time debating n both of us have no idea that we would actually gonna debate!! we were like OMG! OMG! OMG! all the way. Initially tracy n i were juz simply suggesting to my bro whether he would like to join us n debate together. Too our surprise he actually agreed n straight went n tell the organiser that we r joining as a team * me n tracy facing a major heart attack*. During the first round, to our surprise we actually won not because we are good but just plainly be'coz the government actually went out of topic. However during our 2nd match with IIU it was really really though we had a topic about ZIMBABWE " i was like wth????" and the opponent is really good that their debate sounds so intense! N for very obvious reasons we lost due to our team which consist of two noobs. All in all i enjoyed a lot today n i hope that we are able to prepare ourself for the national novice debate at UITM on 15 march. I am also glad that iam able to meet wonderful ppl like goh, thanish, manaf n etc hopefully can meet all this ppl again soon~

swt...

After all the joy i had on thursday, i juz realize yesterday that i left my spects at kuan cheng school sigh... got scolding from my mom again coz of my carelessness. Anyaway i am kinda sick n tired of wearing spects already so this time i am wearing contacts!

my happiest day since is started college

Yesterday i went to college since 9 and class over at around 5 pm. after that went to mcD with tracy,hana,gaya n hema to buy some twister fries * though mine look more like a normal fries*... after that went to watch our collegemates play football as they have been bugging us to support them. At around 6.20 we walk back to college n when we were in the lift we saw vincent starring at us angrily coz we were suppose to meet at 6 before walking to kuan cheng school for badminton. We hurried down n all 6 of us ~ malvin,richie,vincent,tracy,hema n me walk to kuan cheng together. Feeling quite piss off coz both methodist college n kuan ching is so freaking huge!!!! Neway we played badminton until 10 with most our classmates there n a few seniors. I enjoyed so much as we had lot's of laughter n somehow i feel that yesterday's badminton game brought all of us together! The feeling is juz great! Especially with the presence of daryl,hana,malvin, vincent, tracy n arshad all are suck a great jokers hehe. We practically laugh the whole time. I seriously hope i am able to enjoy my day in college like this then i definitely will not have any regret staying there!

JuZ sOmeThiNG RaNDom

Well many things has happend during this past two months n i juz am so lazy to blog about it. So today i shall juz write a lil bout wat iam doing for this wonderful sunday. This morning at 8 went to church, help out in breakfast sale as we are having fund raising for the goodwill games in shah alam in the month of april. I joined the net ball team so today we made about 100++ sandwiches and to our joy it is all sold out in juz within 30 minutes wuhuu~~ came home at about 11 am. I had juz read my bro's,adelene's,regina's n kenny's blog and it juz remind me that it has been years since i last blog!! So today i decided to be a lil hardworking n blog * juz an excuse to do my hw later *. I soooo lazy that i haven't even do my law studies n business hw iam so dead as i need to pass it up tomorrow n 1 question is like 3 pages long i wonder how and what am i suppose to write!!! later at 2 till 4 need to go out to church again to for a talk to all church readers,commentators,cantors n also choirs sigh... then come back n go out again at 5.30 for net ball practice... TODAY is gonna be a busy day! I have been more active in church lately so my weekend now is spend on church work.


I have been tag by regina so i decided to post it juz for fun~

1. the person who tagged u is?
Regina!

2. Your relationship with her is:
uhm my other extreme?? regina guess u will understand wat i mean rite hehehe

3. 5 impressions u have of her:

Smart

Lucky * for being able to go overseas*

Independent

Emotional at times

Very knowledgable

4. the most memorable thing she has done for you:
uhm all the things u did n all the times u had spent with me are memorable!

5. if she becomes your lover, u will:
will never happen unless iam a lesbian!

6. if he/she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be:
as i say it will never happen hahhaha... =P

7. if she becomes your enemy, u will:
u will never be my enemy no matter wat!!!

8. the most desirable thing u want to do for him now is:
sent u off tomorrow at KLIA *sob i will miss u*

9. your overall impression of him/her is:

YOU ARE MY BEST COUSIN EVER!!!!

10. how do you think ppl around you will feel about you:
uhm blur...clumsy...talkative...super tall?

11. the characteristic that you love about yourself is:
Friendly hehehe

12. the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
lack of confidence, easily became emo, easily depressed n tall...

13. the most ideal person you want to be is:
uhm as succesful as my bro?

14. for ppl that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you for understanding me n willing to withstand all my grumblings

15. the 10 victims:

~Anyone~

what i want in life? what am i interested in?

What i want in life? what am i interested in? this is what i have been asking myself. I am so lost... i feel aimless... i been consulting so many ppl and all of them juz ask me back "what you like?". what i like? that is something i myself one to know. Y do i have to think so much? y can i juz proceed in wat i want to do happily? y my confidence shake so easily? wat happen to me? y i keep thinking negatively? y can't i be happy juz like my brother? there is juz so many Ys in my mind now that it just simply make me feel so depressed...i want to stay in secondry school without worries, i want to stay with that same group of friends of mine... i want to be like how i used to be...

i am a fool who can't decide wat i want....

I have just started college this week n yet i am already worried bout this n that, worried bout di i choose the rite course, am i gonna be a lawyer or accountant?, will i get a job in the future? , can i keep up with the assignment n the tutorial? did i make a rite choice in going for arts instead of science? all this thoughts really troubles me n the more i think about it the more my head feels like exploding! i juz can't stop myself from having all this foolish thoughts... i hope by the next few months time i am able to feel my much better...

a lesson that has to be learn!

yesterday my bro was involved in an accident.For those who read my previous post in friendster,i had mention that my bro is a very reckless driver. The consequences of speeding is so obvious when my bro was involved in yesterday's accident. At 11.30 pm my grandma received a call from my bro who was still stuck in the car,saying that he was involved in an accident.My grandma was shaking in fear when suddenly my bro shouted in the phone saying there was fire while talking to my grandma. We hurried to the scene. Our heart was devastated when our 1 month old persona was wreck. The front was totally crush and the back n the top was damaged! We were extremly worried about my bro upon seeing the situation of the car. We park our car at the side n look for my bro n nick. Fortunately they cheated death with only slight injuries however the driver of the other car was more seriously injured. He was sent to the hospital when we arrived. Yesterday was really the most scariest scene that i have seen in my life... i usually see accident in tv n in newspaper but never in my life that i thought i would see an accident which involve my family. For those who can drive pls keep in mind,* driving comes with a great responsibility, you must realise that when an acident occur it does not only involve yourself but also the ppl around you ~ family,frens n the other victims...* Never speed! drive carefully n don't think that an accident will never occur on you. My bro is an example, i hope he will learn from his mistake which has cause many damage to us n also to the other injured driver...

* our 1 month old persona gone juz like that*

what i have been doing during my december holidays~

well during my first week of december holiday i spend my time at both of my aunts house in times square. The best thing for me during my stay there is great food!!!! for that one whole week i ate so a lot of delicious food hehe



then my other aunt brought me go clubbing" my bro was grumbling coz he got kick out when he went there the last time but i can enter, *guess i really does looks older sigh....*"

*me and my aunt at pavillion*



then on the 11 dec my grandma n i went to singapore~

~posing with grandma aT s'pore train station~



*me*



the main reason we went to spore is to meet my uncle from aus who drop by at singapore


my uncle from aus!! he lose weight so much that
it surprises me n grandma when we saw him!

For 3 days,2 nights we been staying in my uncle michael house.


my joy during my stay~ PS 3!!!!! wuhuuuu~

on the first day we went for my uncle's kiddies concert ~ there are kids n babies everywhere n they are all so cute! this concert are mainly to allow kids to experince the feeling in a concert
n the concert is really enjoyable for both the kids n the adults~





uncle steven, grandma,me christina,uncle michael,grandma n uncle steven

well i did a lot during last years holiday i was wondering y i didn't publish this post then * guess i am juz plain lazy* well when i look back at everything it juz seems to happen so long ago... looking back at all my pics last time it juz made me realise that time juz fly... everything pass so fast, i miss all my secondary school frens in secondary school had lots of fun together then but now seldom able to see them since everyone is busy with thier own life. I too move on with new frens,new life, new dreams n new future but i will never even forget my past~ the ppl i met, the places i went everything will remain in my memories forever~