This morning i suppose to have my Est exam at 11.30 so i went to school at 10.30. Upon reaching my school building where my class is situated suddenly my classmates at the 3rd floor shouted : Helena y now only you come? the exam over already la! I had the shock of my life, i was thinking oh shit i juz miss my exam damn damn damn!!!!! i tried calling chin who is standing not far from meka who juz told me that shocking news, but she didn't hear me. I was rushing up to clarify the matter with him but was stopped by tan kah yee who is giving my st.john adult cert who out of no where pop up again after dissappearing for 6 months.Then i quickly settle the matter with her and rush up the stairs towards my class when i met pn. puah.Since i tot that my frends might be playing a prank on me i ask pn puah to clarify the matter instead.
helena : teacher!teacher! est exam started already or not???
Pn Puah : ha helena y now only come? the exam finish already.
helena : wat???? teacher y like that??? since when they change the time???
* i was close to tears at that time and almost fell to my knee, thinking off wat i gonna tell teacher that i miss my exam because i came late to school.*
Pn Puah: helena the exam starts at 11.30...
helena : wat? teacher you so bad you lie to me!!
Pn puah : laughing while walking towards her class
i come up of the stairs feeling frustrated that meka and his frends along with pn puah had played a prank on me. When i saw meka i was so frustrated that i shouted at him and at that moment i really feel like punching him for having me freak out like that... I hurried to my class without realising my tears start flowing out, which i think is my tears of relieved,frustration and anger towards my stupidity. Unfortunately my classmates notice that i am tearing and started la that stupid soon peng taking the oppurtunity making fun of me... argggghhhh i don't understand y am i so stupid!!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
4 days without internet is such a misery
finally my internet connection is back after a stupid sort circuit which causes my damn internet connection go berserk! on friday i was so excited as i wanna watch claymore epi 14,15,16 n 17 which was going to be finish downloading in a few hours time, suddenly the internet connection is down! damn... i tried so many ways to fix it but to no avail...juz when i am about to give up fixing it and wait for my bro to come back and fix it for me, the internet connection is up back after a few click at my local area connection tab. wuhoo~ praise the lord hehe. I actually think that god is trying to tell me " my dear child is time to STUDY STOP WATCHING YOUR DAMN ANIME!!!" .
Currently iam reading the final book of Harry Potter, i only read until pg 184 hope to finish by sat since my fren wants it back this sunday sob sob.
Seriously now only i notice there are many pervert living in this country. Myself who is consider unattractive and not at all good looking had actually encounter perverts a few times! I am seriously considering wat in the hell is going on with all this people's mind??? Can't they behave like perfectly normal human and not like an animal?? And worst among all i actually encounter the same pervert twice near my church!!!! for goodness sake pervert somewhere near a church which is a holy place is so wrong! The first time he were following me with his damn bike and doing some indesent gesture towards me although my mom is juz rite infront of me, i gave him one fierce stare and clearly giving him a hint that iam not someone you would like to mess with before i will give you one big kick. The second time which is yesterday, i didn't quite recognize him at first but then as he came closer i realize that damn pervert is wearing the same blue jacket and a blue bike. He stop rite infront of me n my lil bro, then he put his hands inside " you-know- where". I have no idea wat this sick feller is doing he was looking around to see anyone is around, since that time i was clearly in a bad mood after waiting for my mom for 2 hours. Sensing something not rite i immediately takes my bro's hand and calmly walk towards a food stall my mom is in. He then follow me again with his damn bike even after i reach the shop he was riding in a circular motion in front of the shop. I guess my encounter is not as bad as my fren since see actually saw one sic feller flashing infront of her. Haiz juz look how sick some of this people are...
Currently iam reading the final book of Harry Potter, i only read until pg 184 hope to finish by sat since my fren wants it back this sunday sob sob.
Seriously now only i notice there are many pervert living in this country. Myself who is consider unattractive and not at all good looking had actually encounter perverts a few times! I am seriously considering wat in the hell is going on with all this people's mind??? Can't they behave like perfectly normal human and not like an animal?? And worst among all i actually encounter the same pervert twice near my church!!!! for goodness sake pervert somewhere near a church which is a holy place is so wrong! The first time he were following me with his damn bike and doing some indesent gesture towards me although my mom is juz rite infront of me, i gave him one fierce stare and clearly giving him a hint that iam not someone you would like to mess with before i will give you one big kick. The second time which is yesterday, i didn't quite recognize him at first but then as he came closer i realize that damn pervert is wearing the same blue jacket and a blue bike. He stop rite infront of me n my lil bro, then he put his hands inside " you-know- where". I have no idea wat this sick feller is doing he was looking around to see anyone is around, since that time i was clearly in a bad mood after waiting for my mom for 2 hours. Sensing something not rite i immediately takes my bro's hand and calmly walk towards a food stall my mom is in. He then follow me again with his damn bike even after i reach the shop he was riding in a circular motion in front of the shop. I guess my encounter is not as bad as my fren since see actually saw one sic feller flashing infront of her. Haiz juz look how sick some of this people are...
Thursday, August 23, 2007
huh???
Today i went to mid with neo,fang teng, yin ying,soon peng,lim n joshua. We were talking about maple in the train suddenly i ask :
helena : hey neo do you have pet?
suddenly i felt everyone was looking at me
helena : wat? do you have pet???
neo: huh????????
helena : errrrr do you have pet?
shit... i realise y all of them are looking at me... they thought i said PAD!
helena : oiiii you guys don't fikir senget la i was saying pet not PAD!!
everyone burst out laughing
*helena faints from embarressment*
helena : hey neo do you have pet?
suddenly i felt everyone was looking at me
helena : wat? do you have pet???
neo: huh????????
helena : errrrr do you have pet?
shit... i realise y all of them are looking at me... they thought i said PAD!
helena : oiiii you guys don't fikir senget la i was saying pet not PAD!!
everyone burst out laughing
*helena faints from embarressment*
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
my perfect holiday spot~
I love to go time square during my holidays! i have two aunt staying there so whenever holidays comes i will go visit them. i juz went to time square on sunday and was back home yesterday. Although i stayed there for one night i still felt that there isn't enough time for me to shop and enjoy there. On sunday my mom,bro and i went to time square by train since my mum don't know how to drive to times square *how embaressing*... i hate travelling by train since it is freaking time consuming! we took 1 hour 30 minutes juz to get to time square. The train is so pack but one guy is really nice he offer his sit for me and he himself stand, so kind rite?
Staying in times square is so convinient, you have everything juz below your house! my lil cousin walk around times square as though he know exactly where each and every shop is situated! What i did this two days were mainly shoping,eating,reading manga from borders, doing facial "extreamly painfull and long~ 2 freaking hours" and juz relaxing at both of my aunt's house. Anyway after spm i plan to work with either one of them to gain some experience hehe.
i know it is a lil embaresing but only now am i able to say i finally watch TRANSFORMER!!!! Wohoo~ you guys won't know how much i dread to watch this movie.Each time i plan to watch sure got something happen wan causing me unable to watch it. This movie for me is awesome but i bet it will be even much more interesting watching in the cinema as the grafics and sound system will be great!
Staying in times square is so convinient, you have everything juz below your house! my lil cousin walk around times square as though he know exactly where each and every shop is situated! What i did this two days were mainly shoping,eating,reading manga from borders, doing facial "extreamly painfull and long~ 2 freaking hours" and juz relaxing at both of my aunt's house. Anyway after spm i plan to work with either one of them to gain some experience hehe.
i know it is a lil embaresing but only now am i able to say i finally watch TRANSFORMER!!!! Wohoo~ you guys won't know how much i dread to watch this movie.Each time i plan to watch sure got something happen wan causing me unable to watch it. This movie for me is awesome but i bet it will be even much more interesting watching in the cinema as the grafics and sound system will be great!
Friday, August 17, 2007
Yah0o~ its holiday time!
Phew~ finally after 2 weeks of torture i finally had a break hehe. Well to everyone who is having their holidays too i wish all of u a happy holiday and may u guys have lots of fun!
I seriously have no idea where should i start writting since ididn't actually blog for this two weeks... Well i guess i shall jus start with NS thingy
ANDA TIDAK DIPILIH UNTUK KIHIDMAT NEGARA.TERIMA KASIH.
Well last saturday, neo call me in the noon asking me weather i got Ns or not? i was quite blur at that time coz i didn't know that the name list for the Ns candidate is already out. So neo voluntere to check for me tru internet. After that she hung up the phone to check for me. While waiting for her call i was chatting with my mom about "what if" i got selected for Ns. Seriously i don't mind going at all if iam selected, so i am actually excited about the answer from neo. * 5 min later* neo called :
neo: helena so lucky la you didn't get selected....
helena : (dissapointed) seriously i actually tot of going leh, how bout u got selected o not?
neo: " sounds really sad " i...i... KENALEH!!!!! so unfair everyone also tak kena y i kena wan!! fang teng and yee wern also didn't get only i get...
helena : aiyo think positive a bit la it might be fun! anyway u take care i wanna go study di bye bye. * hung up the phone*
So on saturday there quite a few people who ask me weather iam selected or not and unfortunately all of them who asked me all got selected for Ns. However i am SO happy when i found out that lim and soon peng got Ns!!! * setting up fireworks* this is the reason y iam so happy about them being selected :
flash back to May 2nd
we were in mid celebrating chin's and joshua b'day...
chee keong, lim and soon peng were talking when i suddenly jump into their conversation
helena: hey wat you guys talking about?
lim: eh helena you know or not that the Ns name list came out already?
helena : huh? you sure? so fast???? how you guys know?
soon peng : yala come out already they paste it outside the school's office.
helena : izzit? eh i kena o not??
lim : yup you kena.
helena : har.... i wonder am i supose to feel happy or sad...by the way wat about you all?
soon peng : all of us didn't get haha
lim: yah but fang teng, satish and a few others got also they all are sent to pahang.
helena: wa so far! how bout me?
lim : yours iam not sure la...
helena : oh... * i totally believed them *
suddenly all of this 3 jerks laugh
helena : damn it you guys lie rite?!!!!! bloody hell nothing better to do
chee keong : aiyo you ah so easy believe people we over here create story you also believe ~ haiz...
soon peng : joker la you like that also believe hahahahahha...
all 3 of them continues laughing, i walk away after beiing badly humiliated
I know, I know iam stupid and iam easy to believe wat people say but wat can i do iam not a lie detector i can't detect weather they are lying or not when they are able to hide it so well... Even until recently they still brought the story up again and tell to my classmates - laughing at my stupidity. Now lets' look who is laughing when iam not selected but they both are. Obviously i took this oppurturnity to make fun of them back saying you guys gonna come back from Ns looking like "oor lang" ( black) wakakaka.
I seriously have no idea where should i start writting since ididn't actually blog for this two weeks... Well i guess i shall jus start with NS thingy
ANDA TIDAK DIPILIH UNTUK KIHIDMAT NEGARA.TERIMA KASIH.
Well last saturday, neo call me in the noon asking me weather i got Ns or not? i was quite blur at that time coz i didn't know that the name list for the Ns candidate is already out. So neo voluntere to check for me tru internet. After that she hung up the phone to check for me. While waiting for her call i was chatting with my mom about "what if" i got selected for Ns. Seriously i don't mind going at all if iam selected, so i am actually excited about the answer from neo. * 5 min later* neo called :
neo: helena so lucky la you didn't get selected....
helena : (dissapointed) seriously i actually tot of going leh, how bout u got selected o not?
neo: " sounds really sad " i...i... KENALEH!!!!! so unfair everyone also tak kena y i kena wan!! fang teng and yee wern also didn't get only i get...
helena : aiyo think positive a bit la it might be fun! anyway u take care i wanna go study di bye bye. * hung up the phone*
So on saturday there quite a few people who ask me weather iam selected or not and unfortunately all of them who asked me all got selected for Ns. However i am SO happy when i found out that lim and soon peng got Ns!!! * setting up fireworks* this is the reason y iam so happy about them being selected :
flash back to May 2nd
we were in mid celebrating chin's and joshua b'day...
chee keong, lim and soon peng were talking when i suddenly jump into their conversation
helena: hey wat you guys talking about?
lim: eh helena you know or not that the Ns name list came out already?
helena : huh? you sure? so fast???? how you guys know?
soon peng : yala come out already they paste it outside the school's office.
helena : izzit? eh i kena o not??
lim : yup you kena.
helena : har.... i wonder am i supose to feel happy or sad...by the way wat about you all?
soon peng : all of us didn't get haha
lim: yah but fang teng, satish and a few others got also they all are sent to pahang.
helena: wa so far! how bout me?
lim : yours iam not sure la...
helena : oh... * i totally believed them *
suddenly all of this 3 jerks laugh
helena : damn it you guys lie rite?!!!!! bloody hell nothing better to do
chee keong : aiyo you ah so easy believe people we over here create story you also believe ~ haiz...
soon peng : joker la you like that also believe hahahahahha...
all 3 of them continues laughing, i walk away after beiing badly humiliated
I know, I know iam stupid and iam easy to believe wat people say but wat can i do iam not a lie detector i can't detect weather they are lying or not when they are able to hide it so well... Even until recently they still brought the story up again and tell to my classmates - laughing at my stupidity. Now lets' look who is laughing when iam not selected but they both are. Obviously i took this oppurturnity to make fun of them back saying you guys gonna come back from Ns looking like "oor lang" ( black) wakakaka.
Friday, August 10, 2007
its only the first week and i already feel like ... dying ...
i am really a person who stress out easily that's y i hate exams... i always complains when i don't do well which might coz many people to find me being really irritating. Many times during the exams i tot of juz handing up an empty paper and juz giving up. Anyway i guess i juz have to suffer for one more week and after that study continuously for SPM...
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