the last sunday of march 2008

This morning is my turn to do the reading in church. At first i was really relax as i have done my reading numerous time in the chapel but when i talk to aunt imelda before mass i started to get nervous! She juz freak me out wen she keep remainding me " helena remember to bow at the altar", " helena remember not to do any mistake..." , " make sure u do properly coz father been complaining that the readers n cantors are doing a lot of mistake and he is very angry about it!" damn after hearing all this i started to get soooooooo nervous!!!! When it was my turn to do the reading i was seriously so scared my leg was shivering that i tot my legs will brake down any moment!!! i did a few mistakes during my reading so i feel really bad about it but the main point is i hoped all the ppl in the church understand wat was i saying... I told my mom about me being scared n that i tot i was going to faint and all but she say " ya meh? i tot u look quite confident and brave there..." * ya rite....*


After mass i rush out from church to meet up with eileen near my house as we are suppose to go for anugerah kecemerlangan organise by pas under DUN at bangi. We were already late and to my surprise eileen is not quite sure of the way... after going round n round the place we finally arrive at that place. To our disappointment the place is actually held outdoor!! i was like WTH?? the place is freaking hot! But anyway the main point of me going there is juz for the cash prize so i guess i can withstand it a bit... the useless camera man from ntv7 keep taking picture and video of us mentah-mentah we are the only chinese there among the malays. At the end of everything the host said " at 7 pm tonight at ntv7 there will be news about us " we were like WTF!!!! Then Lim said " allah i should have wear my foundation if i knew we were going to be on tv..." *swt u r a guy my dear u don't need foundation!!! =.=" *