i completed a post

well i drafted a post bout my dec holidays in jan but i was so lazy to complete it till now so if any of u still intersted in reading it, click on my january post :)

it's juz to sudden...

This morning when i woke up at 8 am i check my phone n saw 2msg one from tracy n the other from lai. I first read the msg from lai "omg helena it is true that tracy's dad pass away? reply me asap" i was too shock n my heart was pounding so hard that i tot it gonna explode any moment, i quickly check the msg from tracy " my dad die la!!" is wat she wrote, looking at the way she wrote it makes it sound like a joke but i know that tracy isn't the type of person to make jokes about this kind of issue... i ran downstairs n immediately call tracy... when she pick u[ the phone i can hear her sobbing... at that time i am really sad n devastated for her... I know her dad for about 10 years. Although he doesn't talk much but i can see that he is a responsible man, he took care of his family well that all of them need not worry bout their financial state... I heard of many good things about him from tracy... I felt really bad as iam unable to do anything for her except for praying for them... i know their life will be tough from now on... i really wan to visit her but she isn't answering her phone n i am scared that i might disturb them if i suddenly visit them at this solem moment... i pray hard that their family will be strong throughout this tough moment. I hope that those of u who read this post will also pray for them...