random entry...

today went out with tracy n su yen to the newly open metro point, this place is seriously filled with high school student! we three seems to be the only sesat one from jb school there. Every where we look there are high school student : left, right, up , down! the best part of the mall is FOOD!!! finally Kajang town have starbucks n kenny rogers! besides that the mall also have karaoke n bowling centre, something that might brought kajang alive a bit from its sleep. Weirdly today met so a lot of my school senior. Seriously although i don't talk much with them but i do miss them a lot ~ all the firmiliar face that i used to see in school have now gone to form 6 and college and in another half a year time it is my turn to join them.I really hope that time will pass slowly so i may still be able to enjoy the compony of my frens. I will definately miss the joy and laughter that chin,tracy,joshua n also ah seng brought to me and not to mention lim, affan and soon peng who are really " hentai " but are fun to be with. Sweet juan, Hilarious jacynta and evil rina, baby neo, cute fang teng and ah ying, yee wern, funny ah zhi and also susu each of u guys brings something special into my life, u guys give me joy,fun, share my probs at times and more importantly your friendship, thanks a lot!


Back to my original story, after hanging out at metro point went kfc then i went to parkson. On our way to parkson we saw Phratap. I don't know him much but as i know he used to be a very shy,quiet and most of the time are overshadowed by satyvelu.However when i met him today he seems so different! he has such a well manner and intersting person to talk with. I wonder izzit khidamat negara program which changes him.He seems to be a much more confident person, if khidamat negara trully have this amazing ability to shape someone into a much better person i diffinately won't mind joining it!

Human chess

Since today is the last time for our cocuriculum for chess club i decided to organise a game called Human Chess. To put it simple human chess is juz like normal chess games but instead of u moving the pieces u r actually the piece yourself. The king's job is to give orders with the help of the others. Those who are killed by the opponent,the opponent will place flour on them. This game is played by 36 people. I once played this game last year when we have st.john area sports day and i found it very interesting so i introduce this game to them since it is the last day and i want to make it memorialble.I am really glad that everyone have fun but the mess we made are terrible! i really need to keep my finger cross that mr tan does not scold me for the mess i have done or annouced my name in the assembly... its so unfair u know i was running around to make thing work and when i came back out of, no where people throw flour on me damn lebih!! Although everyone else actually have fun "which is good", i don't...i fought with joshua a lil when i am going home that time, hte reason iam angry of him is that, he as my assistant should actually help me not dumping me... no doubt that he did help a lil but at the end of everything he juz left me alone doing all the clean up with only hee helping me... i was so pist when i pass through the porch and many people are actually there, they can actually help in the cleaning up u know! who do u think iam am? a cleaner? the anger in me at that time is really undescridable. Anyway i just hope the mess that we made can slip pass mr tan's eyes tommorrow...

juz to satisfy regina's request...

today went to school as usual in the morning, saw ong holding sejarah book with most of the phrases highlighted. I been wondering y she so hardworking go highlight everything then she suddenly ask me :

ong : eh helena what does sistem ahli means?

helena : * blur*

ong : hiaz how ah later wanna answer if this question come out...

helena : shit... i juz remembered today got sejarah test...

thankfully the first 2 period which is add maths teacher didn't enter class so i took the oppurtunity to study.

later on during pj class we were introduce to a game call galah panjang, this game is really enjoyable for me. The objective of this game is to touch as many of your opponents team as possible and run back to your own base while continously saying " kabadi" * don't ask me wat the hell it means k b'coz i also tak tau * without stoppping or else u r forfited.

fang teng is the first to try the game, when the oppenents team tried to catch her n stopping her from escaping she SCREAM so loudly as though they are rapist trying to rape her! i was laughing uncontrolbly until i actually fall to the ground ~ LAUGHING! is seriously hilarious if only i have my phone i would recorded everything n post it here hehe.

i guess that's all for now, sorry ya if u feel this entry is lame...

juz a small lil example on how irratating is my bio teacher~

last thursday we were discussing about our exam paper, while teacher is telling us the answer i noticed that there is one question that is corrext that she mark wrong, this is how it goes:

teacher : ok class the answer for this question is <22 .

helena: * was looking at my paper* aiks i wrote here 37 y wrong huh? 37 is more then 22 rite? teacher! teacher! i place here 37 y teacher put here wrong?

teacher : aiya 37 is tooooo high la!

helena: yah meh? i remember i came across someone's paper who placed 50 but teacher give them marks wan?

teacher: whose paper is that? show me!

helena: errr i forgot whose paper is that... -_-" * look around while asking neo n yee wern*

yee wern: my paper la...

helena: oh! no wonder. hey can lend me the paper i wanna showthat stupid teacher! * actually i didn't even hear her answer i just assume yes hehe*. teacher! teacher! c yee wern put here 50 u put her correct wor!

teacher: bring here le me see!

helena: nah! teacher see i correct wat!

teacher: haiz okla okla i give u 1 mark.

helena: teacher y u give her 2 mark but i only get 1 mark out of 3? no fair wor my answer more accurate wat!

teacher:cannot cannot, this wan is later on wan so i give u 1 mark enough already..

helena: wat the heck?! go back to my place * grumbles grumbles*

at the end of the class since she notice she screwed up damn a lot of question but does not wan to admit her mistakes this is wat she said:

teacher: NO MORE CORRECTION! anyone who wanna ADDMARKS I WILL CUT YOUR MARKS!!!!

helena & neo : curse her! useless old lady....

conclusion,my bio teacher is the worse teacher in my whole entire schooling life b'coz she is:
1. stupid
2. egoistik
3. donno anything but act like she know everything
4. talk craps
5. scold people for no particular reason

n many more....

church camp

to tell the truth iam really reluctant to go for this camp at first coz i tot i gonna waste 3 precious day of my holiday in some stupid camp. I am totally wrong! This camp is unexpectedly fun n enjoyable for me and it is the main thing that made my holiday so fun! My camp is on the 4,5,6 of june it is called a confirmation camp for form 5 students who is gonna to be confirm on july 15 " anyone intrested in witnessing this wonderfull ceremony?". The chinese and tamil speaking group also join us in this camp. During this 3 days camp this is wat i felt n learn n experience:

1. i really felt close to God ~ especially during inner healing n infilling. This is such a wonderful feeling i pity those who didn't turn up for the camp.During inner healing they show us a scene of the passion of christ. Although i had watch this movie b4 but this time i felt really touch, sorry, guilty, my love for christ. Without notice, halfway through the scene tears starting to roll down and iam crying uncontrolbly repeatedly thinking bout ll that we have done to do such a cruel thing to christ i was continuosly saying sorry to him and at that moment my mmind are only concentrated to christ no one or nothing else but only christ i suddenlly felt a special bonding between the 2 of us... the next day we have infilling ~ i was partly scared during this session coz i know there will be many people fainting n crying during this session but it is one of the bst session we have during the camp!

2. talk to other people who i had never bother talk too since i started cathetism class when i was 5 years old.In this camp i realise that i had miss out so many years to be close to other people who are really really nice! nevermind la a least during this 3 days camp iam able to talk with some of them which makes me really happy hehe.

3. i get to know more bout myself and god. I realise my weakness and i promise to change although it is kinda hard ~ the hardest thing for me to change is stop hating my bio teacher! she is just too annoying but i will still try my best!!

there r more that i felt during the camp but it is too a lot if i were to wirte it down so my conclusion it this camp is the best camp i ever had!

delicious food in the most unexpected place~

usually when we eat nice food we usually think that place is in a nice resturant and strategic site or in a hotel but this place that iam talking about is in a food court! This restourant call "Hong Kong resturant" is located at pudu plaza. We went there since a close friend of my family are spending us there. It seems this "restourant" only limit to 5 tables per time n u have to make reservation a day b4! what a big fuss for a small stall in a food court! Apparently the chef used to be a chef in some famous hotel and after he retired he open this small business in the food court. My first impression toward the place is : is the foor here edilble? well what i can say is the food here is yummylicious! there is 3 main course ~ 1. lobster

2. duck with stuffings

3. birthday mee? that is wat it is called anyway.

this is so delicious ~ there r 8 side dishes in one plate something like the 4 season. There R ~ prawns, salad lobster, yam ring, cuttlefish, abalone,chicken, pork,pei tan " i think it is called fermented eggs". I think with this type of dishes rm 160 for this dish is extremly cheap!

i am so happy!

As usual this morning went to church to attend mass and also class . Was really shy at first since a lot of them saw me cried yesterday and obviously news spread fast so i was really worried that people will actually laugh at me hehe. The moment father Julian n father William enter the chapel, Xavier was like " ehem...ehem..." i looked at him and he give me this cheeky smile while signalling me towards fr Julian so evil!The chapel was really pack!! Once Nicole and I tot of sitting on the floor coz there are many aunties and uncles sitting on the floor but they ask us to sit back on our sit as they saw some empty seat infront. After mass many of them asked me wat happen during interview and some of them r really nice they offer me a lot of kind words including Terren how amazing rite? I then have breakfast with juan, maureen,grace,valerie, melissa, michell and kimberlly. There were 8 of us but only juan n i actually eat the waiteress was like ~ huh? thats all? the rest?~ After breakfast had singing practice, we really sing out of tune without even following the music but nevermind i believe during confirmation the holy spirit will fill us and we might even sing like angels hehe...Since today there were other people who will be having interview i took the oppurtunity to complete the assingment father gave me yesterday at breakfast sale. I was busy writting n talking to Valerie then Ruben suddenly came to me and say " Helena father wanna have a second interview with u" i was like OMG!!!! I am DEAD!!! y he wanna have a second interview with me???? i was so worried and scared... i am afraid that i will cry again... Valerie was so sweet she knows that iam really worried and she waited for me outside father's office and give me comforting words. After i complete my assingment i went into father's office, trying to be cool.Surprisingly i had an enjoyable chat with father. He seems to be in a good mood and he asked me question according to the things i wrote and few other question. He gave me many valuable advices. He say that confirmation is not the end but it is just the beginning and don't always follow our feelings. When we read the bible we must always refer to our reasons and faith, we must not just follow blindly. At the end of the interview, i shook hand with father and he took my hand gently n said " i might have said something or done something that might made u cried yesterday, iam sorry" my heart melted i felt so relieved and so happy my whole person feel lifely again~ i was just so happy!~ since father will be leving to ROM tomorrow after mass i wish him all the best and he asked me to pray for him ~ i certainly will!~ i went outside and was greeted by valarie i was just so happy and i hug her just feeling very happy after interview and she is happy for me too hehe.

i changed my test answer

kor and adelene i changed my answer for my friendshiptest already coz i really think the answer that u guys put actually is the correct wan hehe i also confuse btw those two answer. And to kor don't you ever dare to throw any insects to me i promise that i will tear u into pieces if u ever do that! muwahaha

My most embarassing moment...

This morning at 11.30 am i had an interview with Father Julian to determine weather iam suppose to be confirm or not. I had heard from ana n tracy last night that father julian is really strict so iam getting really anxious about the interview. I reach father's office at 11.05 am. Grace,keith,lester are already there for the interview. Later on Rina,Justin,Sherlie,Shawn and they many other people came. All of them are interview by Father William since Father Jualian is busy .After a long chat, it is finally my turn for the interview.I enter Father Julian's office and he seems to be in a bad mood. I can feel butterflies in my stomach.He been searching his table for my exam marks n exam paper. I finally asked Xavier for my exam paper, everything is ready and we start our interview. Seriously this is my first time seeing Fr Julian looking so serious and not to mention SCARY.... he first ask me y am i a catholic? i was like huh???? i was born as a catholic duh!? then there was a long pause i tot i juz said something is wrong. Then he ask me y u choose be a catholic? I gave him my answer and he is not accepting my answer he looks very unsatisfied...At that moment i felt like iam dead my eyes started to feel watery. Damn i knew tears gonna start rolling down n the worst part is when i started crying is really hard to stop iam so embarass.... Fr notice that i started sobbing and told me that the tissue is rite next to me ~ his expression remain cold... After that he asked me many question but iam unable to answer b'coz my voice is shaky. I guess i flung my whole interview... he gave some work to do and ask me to hand it up on this sunday... I went out n apologise to fr many times. The worst part is there were a lot of people still in the office and iam still sobbing. Everyone was wondering what happen.Then Rina came to be and gently hold my shoulder giving comforting words.Xavier was talking about don't worry there are another interview with fr William. I looked at him and i was like huh? i finish 1 interview with fr Julian not enough ah? u want to see me cry again in front of fr william izzit? Then he asked me u fail your interview rite? i was so blur... i say no!! Then all of them was like "haiz" we all tot u fail that's y u cried . Seriously i don't know i failed o not juz hope i didn't la. I went hope after that since my grandma was rite outside the office she noticed that i was crying so embarassing ~ i juz felt like burring myself 6 feet under the ground~

i love my holidays!

My whole holiday was extremly wonderful! on the first week,~ monday ~ went to joshua's house. Me, soon seng n joshua were waiting for chin since she is the one who suggest to meet at joshua house at 10.30 am and in the end she came at 1.00 pm how "puntual".



juz look how bored ah seng is...


while waiting for chin i plan to do something funny hehe... i took joshua's phone n started sms a girl call "melody" from his phone. This is how our conversation seems like:



helena a.k.a joshua : morning honey! how are you? love ya!


melody : morning... but since when i became your honey?



*joshua started chasing me around the living room sensing somethings not rite... i nicely bullying joshua! if he come any closer i will throw his new phone on the floor muwahahha*



joshua : since this morning lor... y la u don't wan to be my honey izzzit? muacks!



melody : .... " angry already"



* helena : opps joshua i think i made "your melody" angry already la... hehe...



joshua : helena what u did??!!!! see you sure did something bad wan give me that cheeky smile somemore!! don't simply make her angry leh she stays in peneng anything



happen susah mau pujuk leh!!



helena : "started feeling guilty already"



helena a.k.a joshua : darling...angry di ah?



melody : "still no reply"



* oh o really worried di...better stop playing*




helena : starts teling the truth " actually rite my name is helena iam juz playing a



joke bla bla bla....




everthing is cleared and finally she forgave me for pulling up this prank look how serious joshua looks reading the smses i sent




what in the hell helena wrote ?!


later in the evening went to chin's house.While she is doing her work me,joshua n ah seng decided to go for a walk.







Taman bukit view

eish walk a little also tired ~ hopeless ~

Yummy food!!! u gonna be on my dinner plate soon muwahahaha