what i want in life? what am i interested in?

What i want in life? what am i interested in? this is what i have been asking myself. I am so lost... i feel aimless... i been consulting so many ppl and all of them juz ask me back "what you like?". what i like? that is something i myself one to know. Y do i have to think so much? y can i juz proceed in wat i want to do happily? y my confidence shake so easily? wat happen to me? y i keep thinking negatively? y can't i be happy juz like my brother? there is juz so many Ys in my mind now that it just simply make me feel so depressed...i want to stay in secondry school without worries, i want to stay with that same group of friends of mine... i want to be like how i used to be...

i am a fool who can't decide wat i want....

I have just started college this week n yet i am already worried bout this n that, worried bout di i choose the rite course, am i gonna be a lawyer or accountant?, will i get a job in the future? , can i keep up with the assignment n the tutorial? did i make a rite choice in going for arts instead of science? all this thoughts really troubles me n the more i think about it the more my head feels like exploding! i juz can't stop myself from having all this foolish thoughts... i hope by the next few months time i am able to feel my much better...

a lesson that has to be learn!

yesterday my bro was involved in an accident.For those who read my previous post in friendster,i had mention that my bro is a very reckless driver. The consequences of speeding is so obvious when my bro was involved in yesterday's accident. At 11.30 pm my grandma received a call from my bro who was still stuck in the car,saying that he was involved in an accident.My grandma was shaking in fear when suddenly my bro shouted in the phone saying there was fire while talking to my grandma. We hurried to the scene. Our heart was devastated when our 1 month old persona was wreck. The front was totally crush and the back n the top was damaged! We were extremly worried about my bro upon seeing the situation of the car. We park our car at the side n look for my bro n nick. Fortunately they cheated death with only slight injuries however the driver of the other car was more seriously injured. He was sent to the hospital when we arrived. Yesterday was really the most scariest scene that i have seen in my life... i usually see accident in tv n in newspaper but never in my life that i thought i would see an accident which involve my family. For those who can drive pls keep in mind,* driving comes with a great responsibility, you must realise that when an acident occur it does not only involve yourself but also the ppl around you ~ family,frens n the other victims...* Never speed! drive carefully n don't think that an accident will never occur on you. My bro is an example, i hope he will learn from his mistake which has cause many damage to us n also to the other injured driver...

* our 1 month old persona gone juz like that*

what i have been doing during my december holidays~

well during my first week of december holiday i spend my time at both of my aunts house in times square. The best thing for me during my stay there is great food!!!! for that one whole week i ate so a lot of delicious food hehe



then my other aunt brought me go clubbing" my bro was grumbling coz he got kick out when he went there the last time but i can enter, *guess i really does looks older sigh....*"

*me and my aunt at pavillion*



then on the 11 dec my grandma n i went to singapore~

~posing with grandma aT s'pore train station~



*me*



the main reason we went to spore is to meet my uncle from aus who drop by at singapore


my uncle from aus!! he lose weight so much that
it surprises me n grandma when we saw him!

For 3 days,2 nights we been staying in my uncle michael house.


my joy during my stay~ PS 3!!!!! wuhuuuu~

on the first day we went for my uncle's kiddies concert ~ there are kids n babies everywhere n they are all so cute! this concert are mainly to allow kids to experince the feeling in a concert
n the concert is really enjoyable for both the kids n the adults~





uncle steven, grandma,me christina,uncle michael,grandma n uncle steven

well i did a lot during last years holiday i was wondering y i didn't publish this post then * guess i am juz plain lazy* well when i look back at everything it juz seems to happen so long ago... looking back at all my pics last time it juz made me realise that time juz fly... everything pass so fast, i miss all my secondary school frens in secondary school had lots of fun together then but now seldom able to see them since everyone is busy with thier own life. I too move on with new frens,new life, new dreams n new future but i will never even forget my past~ the ppl i met, the places i went everything will remain in my memories forever~

a new year, a new life, n a new begining...

Happy New Year everyone!!!! may this year of 2008 bring a new hope n a new begining to everyone. May each and everyone of us be blessed with a joyful n happy year!!! I hope that we may have a year that we will never forget!! WELCOME 2008!