jpa scholarship

Haiz well its kinda expected that i didn't get it but i guess a lil hope wouldn't hurt rite? I gonna try appealing at least i still got a slim chance of getting it hehe.

helena cheer up jpa scholarship ain't everything!

redang~

well there r lots more pic but really lazy to post all up :P

redang is truly a beautiful place but sad to say that the place is already a lil poluted. I been to redang when i was in form 1 if iam not mistaken, i went there with my elder bro n grandma. That time when we went to redang, we didn't stay in a place as beautiful as this but then the water there is super clear n the corals r so beautiful then. Its really heartbreaking when i went tis time i saw lots of dead corals n during snorkeling there isn't much life corals around... really hope the gov will take some action about it b4 the beautiful corals in redang dies off...

my mr. right?

i was juz reading joshua's blog about the type of woman he likes so i juz tot of blogging about something similar. It might be quite embarassing to some people but in my whole 17+ years of my life i never had a boyfriend.It might seems quite pathetic but somehow i juz couldn't find someone who i could truly like and even harder for the person i am interested in to like me back... What i think i look forward in a guy is:

1. loyal
2. mature
3. caring
4. humble
5. interesting
6. taller?

Well why did i place loyal 1st in the list is quite obvious ~ no one wants their bf/gf 2 timing rite? No matter how good looking or perfect is that guy, if he is not loyal to me wats the point? someday he will juz leave me for another girl...
In my life i somehow meet a lot of immature guys who is somehow not realistic in life... they are not concern about their future n tend to think everything in life is easy as abc! I would prefer someone wh is mature enough to give me advice when i am in doubts not someone who gives me childish opinion...
Caring and humble... its true that most girls will prefer guys who is intelligent,good in sports n etc, however no matter how good it that person are, never look down on others!! i hate snobbish guys who think so highly of themself! correct your damn snobbish attitude is wat i would say!
Last year, one girl from my addmaths tuition class ask me this question " omg helena u so damn freaking tall how u gonna find a bf?" in my mind the first think that come across is this " u b**** wats your prob?!" everyone always say that i need to find a guy who is taller n such but on second thought if i were to judge someone purely on their height wouldn't i end up liking somone b'coz he is tall n not b'coz i truly like him?
So i guess that's basically wat i look forward in a guy hoped that someone who actually fits wat i want will actually came across my life, who knows? maybe i will juz end up being single for the rest of my life ;P