i completed a post

well i drafted a post bout my dec holidays in jan but i was so lazy to complete it till now so if any of u still intersted in reading it, click on my january post :)

it's juz to sudden...

This morning when i woke up at 8 am i check my phone n saw 2msg one from tracy n the other from lai. I first read the msg from lai "omg helena it is true that tracy's dad pass away? reply me asap" i was too shock n my heart was pounding so hard that i tot it gonna explode any moment, i quickly check the msg from tracy " my dad die la!!" is wat she wrote, looking at the way she wrote it makes it sound like a joke but i know that tracy isn't the type of person to make jokes about this kind of issue... i ran downstairs n immediately call tracy... when she pick u[ the phone i can hear her sobbing... at that time i am really sad n devastated for her... I know her dad for about 10 years. Although he doesn't talk much but i can see that he is a responsible man, he took care of his family well that all of them need not worry bout their financial state... I heard of many good things about him from tracy... I felt really bad as iam unable to do anything for her except for praying for them... i know their life will be tough from now on... i really wan to visit her but she isn't answering her phone n i am scared that i might disturb them if i suddenly visit them at this solem moment... i pray hard that their family will be strong throughout this tough moment. I hope that those of u who read this post will also pray for them...

jpa scholarship

Haiz well its kinda expected that i didn't get it but i guess a lil hope wouldn't hurt rite? I gonna try appealing at least i still got a slim chance of getting it hehe.

helena cheer up jpa scholarship ain't everything!

redang~

well there r lots more pic but really lazy to post all up :P

redang is truly a beautiful place but sad to say that the place is already a lil poluted. I been to redang when i was in form 1 if iam not mistaken, i went there with my elder bro n grandma. That time when we went to redang, we didn't stay in a place as beautiful as this but then the water there is super clear n the corals r so beautiful then. Its really heartbreaking when i went tis time i saw lots of dead corals n during snorkeling there isn't much life corals around... really hope the gov will take some action about it b4 the beautiful corals in redang dies off...

my mr. right?

i was juz reading joshua's blog about the type of woman he likes so i juz tot of blogging about something similar. It might be quite embarassing to some people but in my whole 17+ years of my life i never had a boyfriend.It might seems quite pathetic but somehow i juz couldn't find someone who i could truly like and even harder for the person i am interested in to like me back... What i think i look forward in a guy is:

1. loyal
2. mature
3. caring
4. humble
5. interesting
6. taller?

Well why did i place loyal 1st in the list is quite obvious ~ no one wants their bf/gf 2 timing rite? No matter how good looking or perfect is that guy, if he is not loyal to me wats the point? someday he will juz leave me for another girl...
In my life i somehow meet a lot of immature guys who is somehow not realistic in life... they are not concern about their future n tend to think everything in life is easy as abc! I would prefer someone wh is mature enough to give me advice when i am in doubts not someone who gives me childish opinion...
Caring and humble... its true that most girls will prefer guys who is intelligent,good in sports n etc, however no matter how good it that person are, never look down on others!! i hate snobbish guys who think so highly of themself! correct your damn snobbish attitude is wat i would say!
Last year, one girl from my addmaths tuition class ask me this question " omg helena u so damn freaking tall how u gonna find a bf?" in my mind the first think that come across is this " u b**** wats your prob?!" everyone always say that i need to find a guy who is taller n such but on second thought if i were to judge someone purely on their height wouldn't i end up liking somone b'coz he is tall n not b'coz i truly like him?
So i guess that's basically wat i look forward in a guy hoped that someone who actually fits wat i want will actually came across my life, who knows? maybe i will juz end up being single for the rest of my life ;P

jpa interview

well today's interview were much better than i actually thought! At first i was really worried that the interviewer is scary and the question they ask is gonna be confusing but surprisingly things end up the other way round! the interview we so funny n nice that he actually made the 1 hour interview interesting and enjoyable!! we been laughing thoughout the hour till the ppl outside were wondering y we actually laughed so much! the interviewer actually asked us to choose the question that we wanted and ask us to express our opinion individually. At the end of the interview all of us thank the interviewer and he say that he will difintely give us more than 9/10 from the score~ so kind of him rite? although i know i won't get the scholarship as they are so many ppl who are much better then me in every single way applied for the scholarship i do feel glad that i attended the interview as an experience to me...

the last sunday of march 2008

This morning is my turn to do the reading in church. At first i was really relax as i have done my reading numerous time in the chapel but when i talk to aunt imelda before mass i started to get nervous! She juz freak me out wen she keep remainding me " helena remember to bow at the altar", " helena remember not to do any mistake..." , " make sure u do properly coz father been complaining that the readers n cantors are doing a lot of mistake and he is very angry about it!" damn after hearing all this i started to get soooooooo nervous!!!! When it was my turn to do the reading i was seriously so scared my leg was shivering that i tot my legs will brake down any moment!!! i did a few mistakes during my reading so i feel really bad about it but the main point is i hoped all the ppl in the church understand wat was i saying... I told my mom about me being scared n that i tot i was going to faint and all but she say " ya meh? i tot u look quite confident and brave there..." * ya rite....*


After mass i rush out from church to meet up with eileen near my house as we are suppose to go for anugerah kecemerlangan organise by pas under DUN at bangi. We were already late and to my surprise eileen is not quite sure of the way... after going round n round the place we finally arrive at that place. To our disappointment the place is actually held outdoor!! i was like WTH?? the place is freaking hot! But anyway the main point of me going there is juz for the cash prize so i guess i can withstand it a bit... the useless camera man from ntv7 keep taking picture and video of us mentah-mentah we are the only chinese there among the malays. At the end of everything the host said " at 7 pm tonight at ntv7 there will be news about us " we were like WTF!!!! Then Lim said " allah i should have wear my foundation if i knew we were going to be on tv..." *swt u r a guy my dear u don't need foundation!!! =.=" *