tonight was much more fun than i had expected!

I just came home from our so called " giving out confirmation certificate" party but somehow this "giving out confirmation certificate party" become just a gathering. However tonight's party was great! truthfully for i had not talk much with most of my classmates although i have knew most of them for 11 years now, but tonight i somehow juz talk none stop with them! everyone is so easy to talk with and funny, i wonder y i have not talk with them more last time? today's food was a port luck. There were so many food : bbq,mee, cakes! , pasta, KFC , satay, agar-agar, fruit salad and many more! Lavinia is a total genius in baking. Her blueberry chesse cake is so delicious that i dare say that secret recipe is no match for her wonderful cake! Obviously knowing me such a food lover i go up to her and ask for the recipe from her hehe. Although today suppose to be a party for confirmation candidates 07, there are other ppl who attended too such as ruben and saha.Saha is my bro's friend whom i first met during my bro's b'day. Seriously among all my bro's frens saha is the only one i think who is trully trully nice! when everyone in my bro's party that time have not taken any noticed of me, saha is the only one who actually came to me and talk to me.Till now i met saha ocassionally by coincidence but still he will still come and talk with me and each time i talk with him it gives me a very nice feeling, someone fun to talk too. Anyway back to the party, so mainly today everyone was talking bout our future, asking ruben bout hotel managing and his ns experience n so on. Tonight is a fun day and i hope to keep this day in my mind forever.

gerak gempuh have an adverse effects on my classmates's mentalities

what happens when gerak gempuh is not taken seriously? the answer is ppl start doing stupid things... Do you remember the time when you were young, guys playing with rubber band and lastic anyone they sees with it? and how about ppl throwing small pieces or eraser and paper at each other? Does this sounds familiar to you? This is excatly wat my classmates were doing in class during exam. Form 5 students acting like standard 5 kids...unspeakable...

useless good for nothing BLOODY FATASS!

There is one useless idiot in my bm tuition class whom i hate from the back to front, from his top to down! i hate him so much that i felt like just punching him whenever i see him! wonder y i so hate him? coz this useless jackass always say the wrong thing and make ppl angry. For example last week when we were queing to pay the tuition fees, this impolite brat rudely just say " hey tallie move away!" i was like wat in the hell is his prob??? he don't see me caliing him "hey fatty move away rite?!" so y must he say that??? there are many many other hurtfull words he use on me for no particular reason at me especially about my height.What does my height got to do with him???? y must he use all thoses words on me??? I had enough! the next time he call me names and say hurtful things again i gonna go rite infront of him and tell him to juz shut his damn mouth and not to talk a single word to me again!

i hate myself for being so easy to be fool...

This morning i suppose to have my Est exam at 11.30 so i went to school at 10.30. Upon reaching my school building where my class is situated suddenly my classmates at the 3rd floor shouted : Helena y now only you come? the exam over already la! I had the shock of my life, i was thinking oh shit i juz miss my exam damn damn damn!!!!! i tried calling chin who is standing not far from meka who juz told me that shocking news, but she didn't hear me. I was rushing up to clarify the matter with him but was stopped by tan kah yee who is giving my st.john adult cert who out of no where pop up again after dissappearing for 6 months.Then i quickly settle the matter with her and rush up the stairs towards my class when i met pn. puah.Since i tot that my frends might be playing a prank on me i ask pn puah to clarify the matter instead.

helena : teacher!teacher! est exam started already or not???
Pn Puah : ha helena y now only come? the exam finish already.
helena : wat???? teacher y like that??? since when they change the time???
* i was close to tears at that time and almost fell to my knee, thinking off wat i gonna tell teacher that i miss my exam because i came late to school.*
Pn Puah: helena the exam starts at 11.30...
helena : wat? teacher you so bad you lie to me!!
Pn puah : laughing while walking towards her class

i come up of the stairs feeling frustrated that meka and his frends along with pn puah had played a prank on me. When i saw meka i was so frustrated that i shouted at him and at that moment i really feel like punching him for having me freak out like that... I hurried to my class without realising my tears start flowing out, which i think is my tears of relieved,frustration and anger towards my stupidity. Unfortunately my classmates notice that i am tearing and started la that stupid soon peng taking the oppurtunity making fun of me... argggghhhh i don't understand y am i so stupid!!!!!!!!

4 days without internet is such a misery

finally my internet connection is back after a stupid sort circuit which causes my damn internet connection go berserk! on friday i was so excited as i wanna watch claymore epi 14,15,16 n 17 which was going to be finish downloading in a few hours time, suddenly the internet connection is down! damn... i tried so many ways to fix it but to no avail...juz when i am about to give up fixing it and wait for my bro to come back and fix it for me, the internet connection is up back after a few click at my local area connection tab. wuhoo~ praise the lord hehe. I actually think that god is trying to tell me " my dear child is time to STUDY STOP WATCHING YOUR DAMN ANIME!!!" .

Currently iam reading the final book of Harry Potter, i only read until pg 184 hope to finish by sat since my fren wants it back this sunday sob sob.

Seriously now only i notice there are many pervert living in this country. Myself who is consider unattractive and not at all good looking had actually encounter perverts a few times! I am seriously considering wat in the hell is going on with all this people's mind??? Can't they behave like perfectly normal human and not like an animal?? And worst among all i actually encounter the same pervert twice near my church!!!! for goodness sake pervert somewhere near a church which is a holy place is so wrong! The first time he were following me with his damn bike and doing some indesent gesture towards me although my mom is juz rite infront of me, i gave him one fierce stare and clearly giving him a hint that iam not someone you would like to mess with before i will give you one big kick. The second time which is yesterday, i didn't quite recognize him at first but then as he came closer i realize that damn pervert is wearing the same blue jacket and a blue bike. He stop rite infront of me n my lil bro, then he put his hands inside " you-know- where". I have no idea wat this sick feller is doing he was looking around to see anyone is around, since that time i was clearly in a bad mood after waiting for my mom for 2 hours. Sensing something not rite i immediately takes my bro's hand and calmly walk towards a food stall my mom is in. He then follow me again with his damn bike even after i reach the shop he was riding in a circular motion in front of the shop. I guess my encounter is not as bad as my fren since see actually saw one sic feller flashing infront of her. Haiz juz look how sick some of this people are...

huh???

Today i went to mid with neo,fang teng, yin ying,soon peng,lim n joshua. We were talking about maple in the train suddenly i ask :

helena : hey neo do you have pet?
suddenly i felt everyone was looking at me
helena : wat? do you have pet???
neo: huh????????
helena : errrrr do you have pet?
shit... i realise y all of them are looking at me... they thought i said PAD!
helena : oiiii you guys don't fikir senget la i was saying pet not PAD!!
everyone burst out laughing

*helena faints from embarressment*

my perfect holiday spot~

I love to go time square during my holidays! i have two aunt staying there so whenever holidays comes i will go visit them. i juz went to time square on sunday and was back home yesterday. Although i stayed there for one night i still felt that there isn't enough time for me to shop and enjoy there. On sunday my mom,bro and i went to time square by train since my mum don't know how to drive to times square *how embaressing*... i hate travelling by train since it is freaking time consuming! we took 1 hour 30 minutes juz to get to time square. The train is so pack but one guy is really nice he offer his sit for me and he himself stand, so kind rite?

Staying in times square is so convinient, you have everything juz below your house! my lil cousin walk around times square as though he know exactly where each and every shop is situated! What i did this two days were mainly shoping,eating,reading manga from borders, doing facial "extreamly painfull and long~ 2 freaking hours" and juz relaxing at both of my aunt's house. Anyway after spm i plan to work with either one of them to gain some experience hehe.

i know it is a lil embaresing but only now am i able to say i finally watch TRANSFORMER!!!! Wohoo~ you guys won't know how much i dread to watch this movie.Each time i plan to watch sure got something happen wan causing me unable to watch it. This movie for me is awesome but i bet it will be even much more interesting watching in the cinema as the grafics and sound system will be great!