A new layout & a new post!

After several pestering from Tracy i decided to revive my blog again! hope i can keep it updated during this 3 months of my holidays before my degree~ enjoy!

BAC prom 08

Seriously kudos to the organising committee for the well plan prom night!! Well since i am involve with the performance, my frens n i gather at college at bout 2 n left for prince hotel bout 2+ pm. We left in 3 cars with eve as the lead car. I learn a lesson from that journey *never ask eve to lead the way!!!* honestly i wonder y my parents don't allow me to drive, although i admit iam a "lil" bit careless but i am definitely not reckless like eve lol. Jason who drives the other car having difficulty with following eve's car, she keep dissappearing from view, n Rebecca is already secreaming as the petrol is empty n we doesn't seems to reach our destination even 40 mins of journey. finally after an hour we reach prince hotel, though the journey suppose to be only about 15 mins long = =


Reach prince hotel at about 3.15 pm, proceed to the banquet hall, the place is really beautiful * i honestly thought the place will look dull*. We then practise our respective performances, i am freaking nervous then as i still can't do my steps properly n stupid melvin added a really helpful comment " helena u dance like a stick!!!!!" T.T can't u lie and console me a bit? I really tot of dumping yee hann n wen li to dance themselve but i manage to face my cowardness.


Around 5.30pm went to the hotel room n prepare for the prom. The seniors were busy removing the thorns from the roses n the mess they made in the room is really undiscribable * i wonder how the cleaner will react when they saw the room lol* . Since me,yee hann, n wen li r all clueless with make up, we asked eve to make up for us, seriously eve thanks a lot!!


Everyone look so gorgeous in the prom, the guys look really smart n the girls look so beautiful! The performance it good especially those who sings while playing the guitar, if iam not mistaken the song is called zombie. Eve's performances is superb, the magic show is amazing n mr rajan's performance its awesome!!!! mr rajan perform along with ms donna's son who played the guitar n mr rajan's son who played the drum.I was admiring ms donna's son too bad his younger then me *sigh* . After all the performances we dance the night out till 1.30 am, yee hann n i went over to times square n spend a night at my aunt's place.









p/s : only had some of the photos with me will upload more when i receive the rest of the photos.

my blog's update after years of slumber ^^

well juz finish my As examination thus iam having my 1 week break. For those who is wondering how i did for my exam - bad! Keeping my finger cross that i don't need to resit for my paper next year though i know that i have to resit for my acc T.T but i really don't want to resit for LAW!!!! its a great torture taking that law exam :(

Time really flies! without notice i have already been in college for like 11 months! i remember during the first few months of my college life, i used to complain bout it being boring n how much i miss my school n frens but thank god that i made some great friends in college which makes my life in college more bearable n enjoyable :D i remember during the month of august, melvin,eve,christine n me were talking bout how we first met n talk in college. Surprisingly or not, all of them mention that they tot i am a really lanci type of person =_=" they complain that they said "hi" to me but i totally ignore them haha, well i really apologise to any of you if i have ever done that. I never mean to ignore anyone its juz that i tend to spaceout n i am in the comfort of my dreamland thus not knowing wat's going on with my surrounding. Fortunately their perception bout me changed after knowing me haha.

I guess my 1 year experience in BAC isn't so bad after all ^^ econs classes r entertaining with mr Aria there, had a good laugh at the way some of us behaved in college n having good company in class :) hopefully next year will be even better. Hope to create more memories before leaving to other college/uni next year ^^

a beautiful pray

I thank You for my being able to see
and to hear this morning.
I'm blessed because You are
a forgiving God and
an understanding God.

You have done so much for me
and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything
I have done, said or thought
that was not pleasing to you.

I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe
from all Danger and harm.

Help me to start this day
with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day
to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.

Please broaden my mind
that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper
over things I have no control over.
And give me the best response
when I'm pushed beyond my limits.

I know that when I can't pray,
You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be
a blessing to others.

Keep me strong that I may help the weak...
Keep me uplifted that I may have
words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost
and can't find their way.

I pray for those that are misjudged
and misunderstood.
I pray for those who
don't know You intimately.

But I thank You that I believe
that God changes people and
God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers.
For each and every family member
in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy
in their homes; that they are out of debt
and all their needs are met.

I pray that every eye that reads this
knows there is no problem, circumstance,
or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.

i seriously hate public transport...

seriously i don't mind if i have to be squash with hundreds of ppl in the train but for the train to be delayed for 2 hours plus is totally unacceptable!!!!!! stupid public transport service...

i completed a post

well i drafted a post bout my dec holidays in jan but i was so lazy to complete it till now so if any of u still intersted in reading it, click on my january post :)

it's juz to sudden...

This morning when i woke up at 8 am i check my phone n saw 2msg one from tracy n the other from lai. I first read the msg from lai "omg helena it is true that tracy's dad pass away? reply me asap" i was too shock n my heart was pounding so hard that i tot it gonna explode any moment, i quickly check the msg from tracy " my dad die la!!" is wat she wrote, looking at the way she wrote it makes it sound like a joke but i know that tracy isn't the type of person to make jokes about this kind of issue... i ran downstairs n immediately call tracy... when she pick u[ the phone i can hear her sobbing... at that time i am really sad n devastated for her... I know her dad for about 10 years. Although he doesn't talk much but i can see that he is a responsible man, he took care of his family well that all of them need not worry bout their financial state... I heard of many good things about him from tracy... I felt really bad as iam unable to do anything for her except for praying for them... i know their life will be tough from now on... i really wan to visit her but she isn't answering her phone n i am scared that i might disturb them if i suddenly visit them at this solem moment... i pray hard that their family will be strong throughout this tough moment. I hope that those of u who read this post will also pray for them...