the last sunday of march 2008

This morning is my turn to do the reading in church. At first i was really relax as i have done my reading numerous time in the chapel but when i talk to aunt imelda before mass i started to get nervous! She juz freak me out wen she keep remainding me " helena remember to bow at the altar", " helena remember not to do any mistake..." , " make sure u do properly coz father been complaining that the readers n cantors are doing a lot of mistake and he is very angry about it!" damn after hearing all this i started to get soooooooo nervous!!!! When it was my turn to do the reading i was seriously so scared my leg was shivering that i tot my legs will brake down any moment!!! i did a few mistakes during my reading so i feel really bad about it but the main point is i hoped all the ppl in the church understand wat was i saying... I told my mom about me being scared n that i tot i was going to faint and all but she say " ya meh? i tot u look quite confident and brave there..." * ya rite....*


After mass i rush out from church to meet up with eileen near my house as we are suppose to go for anugerah kecemerlangan organise by pas under DUN at bangi. We were already late and to my surprise eileen is not quite sure of the way... after going round n round the place we finally arrive at that place. To our disappointment the place is actually held outdoor!! i was like WTH?? the place is freaking hot! But anyway the main point of me going there is juz for the cash prize so i guess i can withstand it a bit... the useless camera man from ntv7 keep taking picture and video of us mentah-mentah we are the only chinese there among the malays. At the end of everything the host said " at 7 pm tonight at ntv7 there will be news about us " we were like WTF!!!! Then Lim said " allah i should have wear my foundation if i knew we were going to be on tv..." *swt u r a guy my dear u don't need foundation!!! =.=" *

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my first time debating~

wuhuu~ today me,tracy n chin initially went to KLIUC juz to watch those debaters debating mana tau me n tracy also end up debating! Seriously we weren't at all mentally prepared as it is my first time debating n both of us have no idea that we would actually gonna debate!! we were like OMG! OMG! OMG! all the way. Initially tracy n i were juz simply suggesting to my bro whether he would like to join us n debate together. Too our surprise he actually agreed n straight went n tell the organiser that we r joining as a team * me n tracy facing a major heart attack*. During the first round, to our surprise we actually won not because we are good but just plainly be'coz the government actually went out of topic. However during our 2nd match with IIU it was really really though we had a topic about ZIMBABWE " i was like wth????" and the opponent is really good that their debate sounds so intense! N for very obvious reasons we lost due to our team which consist of two noobs. All in all i enjoyed a lot today n i hope that we are able to prepare ourself for the national novice debate at UITM on 15 march. I am also glad that iam able to meet wonderful ppl like goh, thanish, manaf n etc hopefully can meet all this ppl again soon~

swt...

After all the joy i had on thursday, i juz realize yesterday that i left my spects at kuan cheng school sigh... got scolding from my mom again coz of my carelessness. Anyaway i am kinda sick n tired of wearing spects already so this time i am wearing contacts!

my happiest day since is started college

Yesterday i went to college since 9 and class over at around 5 pm. after that went to mcD with tracy,hana,gaya n hema to buy some twister fries * though mine look more like a normal fries*... after that went to watch our collegemates play football as they have been bugging us to support them. At around 6.20 we walk back to college n when we were in the lift we saw vincent starring at us angrily coz we were suppose to meet at 6 before walking to kuan cheng school for badminton. We hurried down n all 6 of us ~ malvin,richie,vincent,tracy,hema n me walk to kuan cheng together. Feeling quite piss off coz both methodist college n kuan ching is so freaking huge!!!! Neway we played badminton until 10 with most our classmates there n a few seniors. I enjoyed so much as we had lot's of laughter n somehow i feel that yesterday's badminton game brought all of us together! The feeling is juz great! Especially with the presence of daryl,hana,malvin, vincent, tracy n arshad all are suck a great jokers hehe. We practically laugh the whole time. I seriously hope i am able to enjoy my day in college like this then i definitely will not have any regret staying there!

JuZ sOmeThiNG RaNDom

Well many things has happend during this past two months n i juz am so lazy to blog about it. So today i shall juz write a lil bout wat iam doing for this wonderful sunday. This morning at 8 went to church, help out in breakfast sale as we are having fund raising for the goodwill games in shah alam in the month of april. I joined the net ball team so today we made about 100++ sandwiches and to our joy it is all sold out in juz within 30 minutes wuhuu~~ came home at about 11 am. I had juz read my bro's,adelene's,regina's n kenny's blog and it juz remind me that it has been years since i last blog!! So today i decided to be a lil hardworking n blog * juz an excuse to do my hw later *. I soooo lazy that i haven't even do my law studies n business hw iam so dead as i need to pass it up tomorrow n 1 question is like 3 pages long i wonder how and what am i suppose to write!!! later at 2 till 4 need to go out to church again to for a talk to all church readers,commentators,cantors n also choirs sigh... then come back n go out again at 5.30 for net ball practice... TODAY is gonna be a busy day! I have been more active in church lately so my weekend now is spend on church work.


I have been tag by regina so i decided to post it juz for fun~

1. the person who tagged u is?
Regina!

2. Your relationship with her is:
uhm my other extreme?? regina guess u will understand wat i mean rite hehehe

3. 5 impressions u have of her:

Smart

Lucky * for being able to go overseas*

Independent

Emotional at times

Very knowledgable

4. the most memorable thing she has done for you:
uhm all the things u did n all the times u had spent with me are memorable!

5. if she becomes your lover, u will:
will never happen unless iam a lesbian!

6. if he/she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be:
as i say it will never happen hahhaha... =P

7. if she becomes your enemy, u will:
u will never be my enemy no matter wat!!!

8. the most desirable thing u want to do for him now is:
sent u off tomorrow at KLIA *sob i will miss u*

9. your overall impression of him/her is:

YOU ARE MY BEST COUSIN EVER!!!!

10. how do you think ppl around you will feel about you:
uhm blur...clumsy...talkative...super tall?

11. the characteristic that you love about yourself is:
Friendly hehehe

12. the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
lack of confidence, easily became emo, easily depressed n tall...

13. the most ideal person you want to be is:
uhm as succesful as my bro?

14. for ppl that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you for understanding me n willing to withstand all my grumblings

15. the 10 victims:

~Anyone~

what i want in life? what am i interested in?

What i want in life? what am i interested in? this is what i have been asking myself. I am so lost... i feel aimless... i been consulting so many ppl and all of them juz ask me back "what you like?". what i like? that is something i myself one to know. Y do i have to think so much? y can i juz proceed in wat i want to do happily? y my confidence shake so easily? wat happen to me? y i keep thinking negatively? y can't i be happy juz like my brother? there is juz so many Ys in my mind now that it just simply make me feel so depressed...i want to stay in secondry school without worries, i want to stay with that same group of friends of mine... i want to be like how i used to be...