i am a fool who can't decide wat i want....

I have just started college this week n yet i am already worried bout this n that, worried bout di i choose the rite course, am i gonna be a lawyer or accountant?, will i get a job in the future? , can i keep up with the assignment n the tutorial? did i make a rite choice in going for arts instead of science? all this thoughts really troubles me n the more i think about it the more my head feels like exploding! i juz can't stop myself from having all this foolish thoughts... i hope by the next few months time i am able to feel my much better...

a lesson that has to be learn!

yesterday my bro was involved in an accident.For those who read my previous post in friendster,i had mention that my bro is a very reckless driver. The consequences of speeding is so obvious when my bro was involved in yesterday's accident. At 11.30 pm my grandma received a call from my bro who was still stuck in the car,saying that he was involved in an accident.My grandma was shaking in fear when suddenly my bro shouted in the phone saying there was fire while talking to my grandma. We hurried to the scene. Our heart was devastated when our 1 month old persona was wreck. The front was totally crush and the back n the top was damaged! We were extremly worried about my bro upon seeing the situation of the car. We park our car at the side n look for my bro n nick. Fortunately they cheated death with only slight injuries however the driver of the other car was more seriously injured. He was sent to the hospital when we arrived. Yesterday was really the most scariest scene that i have seen in my life... i usually see accident in tv n in newspaper but never in my life that i thought i would see an accident which involve my family. For those who can drive pls keep in mind,* driving comes with a great responsibility, you must realise that when an acident occur it does not only involve yourself but also the ppl around you ~ family,frens n the other victims...* Never speed! drive carefully n don't think that an accident will never occur on you. My bro is an example, i hope he will learn from his mistake which has cause many damage to us n also to the other injured driver...

* our 1 month old persona gone juz like that*

what i have been doing during my december holidays~

well during my first week of december holiday i spend my time at both of my aunts house in times square. The best thing for me during my stay there is great food!!!! for that one whole week i ate so a lot of delicious food hehe



then my other aunt brought me go clubbing" my bro was grumbling coz he got kick out when he went there the last time but i can enter, *guess i really does looks older sigh....*"

*me and my aunt at pavillion*



then on the 11 dec my grandma n i went to singapore~

~posing with grandma aT s'pore train station~



*me*



the main reason we went to spore is to meet my uncle from aus who drop by at singapore


my uncle from aus!! he lose weight so much that
it surprises me n grandma when we saw him!

For 3 days,2 nights we been staying in my uncle michael house.


my joy during my stay~ PS 3!!!!! wuhuuuu~

on the first day we went for my uncle's kiddies concert ~ there are kids n babies everywhere n they are all so cute! this concert are mainly to allow kids to experince the feeling in a concert
n the concert is really enjoyable for both the kids n the adults~





uncle steven, grandma,me christina,uncle michael,grandma n uncle steven

well i did a lot during last years holiday i was wondering y i didn't publish this post then * guess i am juz plain lazy* well when i look back at everything it juz seems to happen so long ago... looking back at all my pics last time it juz made me realise that time juz fly... everything pass so fast, i miss all my secondary school frens in secondary school had lots of fun together then but now seldom able to see them since everyone is busy with thier own life. I too move on with new frens,new life, new dreams n new future but i will never even forget my past~ the ppl i met, the places i went everything will remain in my memories forever~

a new year, a new life, n a new begining...

Happy New Year everyone!!!! may this year of 2008 bring a new hope n a new begining to everyone. May each and everyone of us be blessed with a joyful n happy year!!! I hope that we may have a year that we will never forget!! WELCOME 2008!

i am finally 17!

i am getting old! NOOOOO00000ooooooooo!!!!!! honestly i still wish to remain as a 16 years old teenager although it is impossible for me to stay 16 forever,i...i... i still don't wan to grow up!!!!!!!!! how i wish i can be like peter pan hehe.

Anyway today went to mid with ft,ying,josh,lim,fan n osp. Was quite fun except for that stupid movie iam lagend or something.... "don't watch if u are faint hearted like me". It was embarassing as at one point ft n i was so freak out that we both scream! n the worst is WE ARE THE ONLY ONE SCREMING!!!omg omg omg so humiliating!

We also went to the education fair, there i met so a lot of kajang ppl guess everyone is also busy looking for colleges haha. Really wanted to spend more time there but i have too leave early as ying was rushing home. At ktm station there were freaking a lot of ppl we even have to wait 3 times juz to enter the train wasting out time...

anywya today was quite of a nice day at least get to celebrate with both frens n family n thanks for all of u who wish my b'day.

p.s: if u have any advis3 for me bout college pls give me some iam so lost! expecially if u r a law student i need your help!

frustrated,sad n dissapointed...

this morning i was sending sms to my frens asking them to come to my birthday party. Saddly only 5 said they are coming,many can't n the rest didn't reply. Worst of all the ppl i really hope they will come most probably aren't coming. I was really dissapointed as i have planed n hope since the early of the year to have a grand celebration of my b'day but it turn out to be a lonely celebratition. It sucks when our birthday is during school holiday, ppl often forget n ignor... i hate it!!!! i wanted to juz cancel the plan, make my birthday more happier...

opening of 2201 at The Garden in MV

Well yesterday went to mid valley with chin for the opening of 2201 fesyen avenue which is a shop which sell clothes by local designer. It was quite of a grand opening and i felt slightly regret that iam unable to take pic n post it here. There were many local artise,modals n designer there. If any of u have watch project runway n i wanna be model in 8 tv you will be able to see many familiar faces there. I was really excited when i say alex from project runway, i like her and her design very much and i am so happy that iam able to actually stand next to her. I really wanted to talk to her but i decided not to so that i don't make a fool of myself hehe. Artises like ning baizura,anita sarawak n so on were there too. I particularly enjoy the fesyen show very much, their clothes are very beautiful and so are the models. All in all it was quite and enjoyable day.